Everyone is a sinner so we all will go 2 hell?

i have sinned and so have you and the only reason you turn 2 god is because of your guillty conscious you try and make dieing a wonderfull thing when we are all scared look at the suiced bombers they only do it because they are brainwashed so this is why i cant find a faith and it saddens me deepley i love and cherish my family because they are here in the flesh and blood i will do a test 2night and prey 4 the 1st time in my life and 2morrow lets c if i c the light